Headache

Blah
is the mood I feel right now.
Stay here in my little shell,
I am a little green turtle,
happily hidden away,
sheltered from everything.
I am an island,
Glad in my solitude,
Strong in my independence,
Learning to sparkle once again from my own means.
Sometimes I wish for other things,
Sometimes I wish for a change,
I long for new things
Yet I want to remain here
Safe in my ostracization.

Am I ready to wander away again?
Strong enough to venture out,
Alone.
Vulnerable.
Without my shell.

And that is why my head aches.
So there.